What is She Afraid of?

I frequently have situation where it was hard to ensure someone “Hey, i’m just trying to be your friend, is it wrong?”. Yeah, first sight was different, but i could accept it. Since i was in junior high school i had difficulties to get nice friends. Maybe it comes from my attitude and appreance, or any idea? When i was in 2nd level (SMP), there were many guys hate me really much and overwhelmed me alone. With this thin body i couldn’t handle a lot of POWW. But i never change my act to that weirdo guys, since that’s the real of me. Haha.. But i knew i’m wrong. Nice person was too afraid to come and i don’t have any wisdom to say “Hey, you must become my friend!”.

So, if you have any fear with a person, what made you like that? Ah come on, there is only a GOD you should be afraid of. OK, here are my guess-lists if someone afraid with you (CMIIW) :

• Your attitude and appreances make her scared. Err, judging something by its cover? OK, I’m failed at this point.
• You looked become obsessed, that can scare people. Err, too much self confidence in her? Anyone know how to smackdown that shit? I never ever obsessed with something. If I knew somepart of yourself, then it might be you had yourself, either aware or not, exposed by search engine, your friend, your private data on the web which was breakable, etc. If I involuntary met you couple times, that didn’t mean i follow you everyday. If I’m getting closer to your friends that’s a phobia that you thought someone was getting crazy with you.
• Have you heard this one “Nice people friend with nice people, bad people friend with bad people”. OK here’s that might be a better answer: “Berkawan seorang bodoh yang tidak memperturutkan hawa nafsunya, jauh lebih baik daripada dengan berkawan seorang alim yang selalu memperturutkan hawa nafsunya.” (Ibnu Atha’illah). Ah gedex, that’s not related within this context.

OK, I’m tired. FYI, i’m just trying to be a nice friend.