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I frequently have situation where it was hard to ensure someone “Hey, i’m just trying to be your friend, is it wrong?”. Yeah, first sight was different, but i could accept it. Since i was in junior high school i had difficulties to get nice friends. Maybe it comes from my attitude and appreance, or any idea? When i was in 2nd level (SMP), there were many guys hate me really much and overwhelmed me alone. With this thin body i couldn’t handle a lot of POWW. But i never change my act to that weirdo guys, since that’s the real of me. Haha.. But i knew i’m wrong. Nice person was too afraid to come and i don’t have any wisdom to say “Hey, you must become my friend!”.

So, if you have any fear with a person, what made you like that? Ah come on, there is only a GOD you should be afraid of. OK, here are my guess-lists if someone afraid with you (CMIIW) :

• Your attitude and appreances make her scared. Err, judging something by its cover? OK, I’m failed at this point.
• You looked become obsessed, that can scare people. Err, too much self confidence in her? Anyone know how to smackdown that shit? I never ever obsessed with something. If I knew somepart of yourself, then it might be you had yourself, either aware or not, exposed by search engine, your friend, your private data on the web which was breakable, etc. If I involuntary met you couple times, that didn’t mean i follow you everyday. If I’m getting closer to your friends that’s a phobia that you thought someone was getting crazy with you.
• Have you heard this one “Nice people friend with nice people, bad people friend with bad people”. OK here’s that might be a better answer: “Berkawan seorang bodoh yang tidak memperturutkan hawa nafsunya, jauh lebih baik daripada dengan berkawan seorang alim yang selalu memperturutkan hawa nafsunya.” (Ibnu Atha’illah). Ah gedex, that’s not related within this context.

OK, I’m tired. FYI, i’m just trying to be a nice friend.

In fact, i hate this situation. When you get crazy with someone, and her shadow always haunting your mind, what you should do? Just tell her, that’s it. It doesn’t matter how she reacts your statement. Hopefully, her shadow disappears and you can journey as usual. Never blame this as her fault, this phenomena can’t be formulated in math *for the sake of Einstein*. Sometimes, girls don’t understand your clues, although they were armed with very sensitive feeling which they hide it for unknown reason. However, they just want to be heard. Meanwhile, man was armed with ego which he battles it sometimes. Glad, i could pulldown my ego. Remember what old pa said:

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. - Albert Einstein

What the hell is goin on ma? Whatever.. 4th April is near my man, congrat to onay for passing annoying skripshit *ngubek bab 1, halah*. Mbul, piye nasib mu? Yoossh, gambate kudasai.

Have you felt bored? Then, what did you do to handle such boring situation? Blogwalking? Solving “monkey” challenges? Or, maybe, doing illegal activities? (Ehmm.. these questions for people mostly sitting infront of computer). Unplug your internet connection for couple days, if necessary turn off your computer. No blogwalking, coding, designing, emailing, playing games or whatever you do with your computer. Now, what happens? For me, sorry.. this is my opinion, boring times are something happens to people who don’t understand why they live in earth. Get a real life, you have a God, family and friends in real world :)  (doohh.. apaa.. sih?) .

Lagi iseng ngelamunin alat skripsinya Ayu, jadi muncul ide. Mungkin basi, tapi sebenarnya cukup mudah, sederhana dan tidak terlalu mahal jika diimplementasikan, bahkan bisa menghasilkan sedikit uang jika ada yang berminat. Bisa ditawarkan ke sekolah, lembaga kursus atau bahkan institusi. Wait.. wait.. ngomongin apa sih? OK, karena kebetulan ada teman yang minta dibuatkan alat buat skripsinya, munculah suatu ide dari alat tersebut (jadi ini ide awalnya si Ayu, bukan gw). Sepertinya belum diaplikasikan di sebagian besar institusi. Alat yang dibuat sebenarnya sebuah tampilan (berupa LCD) yang menampilkan status dosen apakah masuk atau tidak masuk. Mudahkan? Karena ini buat mahasiswi TI, maka saya buat tidak terlalu ribet. Pakai modul uC (kit jadi), komunikasi serial antara modul uC dan PC, dan modul uC yang akan mengontrol tampilan LCD. Aplikasi yang berjalan di PC cukup dibuat mudah saja dengan aplikasi berbasis desktop. Nah, aplikasi desktop ini melakukan query ke database dosen. Sehingga di aplikasi ini, pengguna cukup memilih daftar dosen dari dropdown list, memberinya keterangan masuk atau tidak masuk. Ada field tambahan, misal jika tidak masuk bisa digunakan untuk memberi informasi tugas. Nah itu sederhananya alat skripsi teman saya. Mudahkan?
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Fiuh, sudah hampir seminggu belum pulang. Jobless dan krismon abis!! Tapi seperti kata iklan, enjoy aja. Karena duit tinggal beberapa lembar terpaksa ngirit makan, kalau perlu gretongan.. haha.. makasih banyak Gie atas dinner pecel lele (sampai “jackpot” gw, haha) dan breakfast botok petai cenai (enak cuy). Next time siapa lagi ya? Eh.. That’s what a friend for, right? Mbuahahaha..

Semalam, saya dengan Onay iseng mencoba Angkringan Jogja di Kober, Depok (ceileh.. suku krismon sok wisata kuliner). Angkringan Kober Jogja di Kober itu letaknya di depan dokter gigi yang sederet dengan Prasimax. Read the rest of this entry »